I Am Me, Grace.
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Wanna know about me ? this is my freedom life that i want to share, read and understand, thanks before.
Grace
or just Ghe, that’s how my friends call me. People in my hometown really love
my presence among them, because they think that my
personality is good like joyful and really talk-active so it can make a great
atmosphere when they’re
playing around me. People do know me as a little girl who loves singing, since
2000 I’ve already joined Reform Church’s Youth Vocal Group and Sola Gracia
Choir in Kupang City, and in my
freshyear being in
Salatiga, I’ve joined Magnificat Youth Choir in GKI Jendral Sudirman Salatiga
City.
First
thing about my personality, I do really know as a tomboy, love eccentric and
bohemian style, and also known as obstinate girl, discipline and of course
perfectionist; but for me, I
am a girl who think free, I
have a quote that really inspiring me “Freedom is state of mind”, that quote
define something to me that every single thing that I do and I feel start from
my mind, every perception built
are come from my mindset, that’s why I have to free my mind or my idea so I can
learn a lot of things and become a person that the world need, but in the other
hand, I do have some principles
that the freedom of my mind
should come with responsibility
for what I think and what I’ve done, so I can limit for things that I can and cannot
do. Why I put a limit at my mind (even though I said that it’s free) because I
believe that when I make something excessive, it goes wrong
way. That limit too, that makes me really hard to put my trust in someone.
Second thing about me is I really
love music, and I really care about my Mp3 player or Hand phone playlist, cause
I do believe that someone‘s playlist define how his/her personality. I can’t cook, but
someday I will learn to cook so someone that marrying me in the future will be proud of having me. The
other things are, I love to read about bible story, philosophy and I do feel
really interesting with Gender Study and Semiotics (it begins when I started
studying communication). I am a blogger too because I love
writing and sharing, self-supporting, extravagant, but I’m still learning to
control how i
spend my money, I love blue and black color. I love to be a radio broadcaster and
public speaking so much, and that’s a dream for me to make my own production house
at my hometown, so that I can expose my hometown like the other media have done nowadays
for west part
of Indonesia. I have a dream to work at a LSM company or PPB so I can
help the poor people in my hometown, and use my media knowledge to support my job to be better.
For
Me, Jesus is first priority and the second is my family. In my life I
always keep the faith like that and my favorite scripture is Ephesians 2 : 8 “ For it is by grace you have been saved, through
faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God”, have become
my first reason to always keep the faith in the Lord. Sometimes, there’s a lot of things that
happened in my life shakes my faith, and
many people talk behind me about my personality that makes me always feel my
faith is wrong and what I
keep in or hold on now are wrong, they said that I have always been obstinate and
don’t even want to listening to
advice of others, but for me, to build my leadership personality I have
to stay consistent but it doesn’t mean that I am obstinate, I do listening to other people advice but I don’t follow it straightly, It’s like I have to consider it first “is it make sense or not?”; after all
I can see those people who
show me their integrity between what they’ve said and what they’ve done. The hardest time that makes me feel it that way is now, me being in college; but thank God I’m
really close to my
parents so they help me get through this by guiding me to
rebuild my faith and not
getting shake anymore, they’ve always
been my best friend who always
hear about my situations and
always give me the right solution to pray and read the bible. I believe all the
process that I’ve been, will guide me to become a better Grace for the world in the future.
My mother for me is everything, always be my first place to
comeback when the world makes me sad or happy. Eventhough now the distance separate us, but her love and
how she taking care of me always makes me missing home and sometimes when I forget to call home it will make her feel sad and when I call she will say things like “Where have you been my little girl? Why don’t you call home?
We miss you.” listen to that simple words always make me feel motivated and remember
that they always waiting for me to come back home with a million
achievement and make them
proud.
Sister
and little brother, are the perfect gift that Jesus gave into my life, their presence become my
motivation and entertain me whole time.
They are the part of my soul
who really know me so well and better than anyone in this world, we know each other like the back on our hand.
My two little brothers always
show their curiosity about my life in Salatiga and when I say it’s dangerous to living my life here they would say that they want
to be my keeper, the innocent part of
them are my motivation. For my two beautiful sisters, they are my main inspiration in this
world, how they build their independent
life and how they can graduate at the right time, and
right now they can save some money of their salary for our parents in their 20s. They are the perfect inspiration for me
to become a better person in
the future, can I be like them ? of
course, because for me
everything that I do now in my current town are a special gift that I’ve
prepared for my Lord and my
parents and
a guidance to take me home. This is the most important part of my life.
Talking
about what I’m studying right
now, as a communication student, I am really prioritizing my studying process
right now, for me that’s the main reason why I came here. Grade Point Average
(GPA) is an important thing
for me, student nowadays said that GPA
it’s not an important thing, and cannot measure how smart someone can be, but
for me when you studying with you ethics and with responsibility GPA will be
very important to you, it has
to be balance between what’s
our obligation and our rights as the student, sometimes we ask to much rights
without any obligation. That’s why I have to be polite at my class because for me achievement are the
important thing and what I do right now are based on the popular bible sentence
“Ora et labora”.
Three years being in University make me learn
about a lot of things that
people never know what is Communication
or media studies all about,
that’s the luckiest thing that I feel right now, people outside there always
think that “Why you should
studying about media? While you already live with media?” in their mind,
media-studies is a simple theoretical thing that can’t give a guarantee for our future, this is why I am feeling lucky studying
about media right now, people never find out what we’re studying, we learn about how people
nowadays getting control by the media and how they live in their popular culture, this is
the main problem of the world right now, so, how come they said that media-studies
it’s not important? Us as
media students do have a big
responsibility “Where will we
bring media?” because right now thousand of
people hanging their whole
life in media, so where will we bring the media will guide us what our world will be, that’s the biggest
part of media-studies that people never realize about it. When I learn about media, I found out a lot of interesting thing,
like gender-media studies and semiotics that show how a media or communication
student supposed to think, we
should have wide knowledge about world, so we can find out the secret in this
world that other people never know. That’s how I see and feel lucky with what I’m studying right now.
Organization
experience, I’ve been at Senat Mahasiswa Fakultas 2013-2014 (SMF-FISKOM)
internship and took part at
Internal and external division, after that legally I’ve become the division
leader for professional-skill’s division at SMF 2014-2015, and right now I am
part of Advocating division in Badan Perwakilan Mahasiswa Universitas (BPMU).
For the external-campus organization, I am part of Indonesian Student Christian
Movement Branch of Salatiga (Gerakan Mahasiswa Kristen Indonesia – GMKI). I learned much lessons from organization
and it has a big contribution to my personality right now, the main thing
that I learn from my organization experience is what i’ve done in there, it’s all about to serve my God not for anyone else, only for God that’s
why I have to do it with my
whole heart.
To
close this essay about me, I have philosophy quotes that make you understand
what I mean “you will never understand how someone feel just by the story, you
have to take your own experience so you can truly understand what she/he feel”.
That’s the small part
of me, I hope this essay help you to know about my life, thank you for reading,
God be with you. Be bless.
-Grace-